Jen's Travels

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Transition

It's been four months since I've signed onto this thing. I got to a point in Germany that I just didn't want to think about the fact that I would be leaving. The past months were full of amazing times with my friends. Tuesday Karaoke in brauhaus, thursday student night at zaubi, one friday a month at zaubi, basketball with my girls in the tgw, lots of coffee with my lovely anja, sponaneous evenings out til the sun came up, taco nights on a balcony overlooking the river, vodka brause (ex mixed feelings), another trip up to marburg with inga and her down to me for my last days!, time with the family, another visit from suse and some new jackets ;), wine festivals, beer festivals, and just growing closer to the people there in my life. My going away party was absolutely amazing, the weather was perfect, and I could not have imagined a better group of people to spend my time with. On the way to the airport, I was holding back tears. I went outside with one of my friends, and she held me while we both started crying. I couldn't stop as I went through the security gate, watching three very important people in my life cry and wave bye. I called Inga while I was waiting for the plane to tell her I thought I was making a mistake. The flights were so horrible. I got stuck in Texas and freaked out that everybody around me was American. At this point, I was certain I had made a mistake in leaving. I wanted to go home...back to my apartment in wuerzburg. I still think of it as home. I think about going for a jog down the river, going a few houses down to see if anja's home, catching the straba for basketball practice. It's so weird how quickly everything changed at once.

What a weird feeling once again to be packing up my life and leaving. Leaving the people who I love. Again. I won't do it again. I need some stability when I'm done with school...and I need to live somewhere with my friends, because friends are what make life so wonderful.

BUT...I did not make a mistake. I know why I'm here. :)

I have been back in the States a little over two and a half months now...and over two months in grad school. Unbelievable. I do miss my friends over there so so much, but I feel that is was a good thing that my transition here had to go so quickly--and that grad school keeps me so busy. I know we'll all see each other again, and who knows, maybe I will end up living over there again someday. :) I already had a couple of friends visit the first month I got back to the States, and another is coming in December. I also am so excited to see my friends in the States! There are a few loves of my life who I had been missing like crazy. I feel so far away being down here in so cal..but I know it's closer, because we can at least talk on the phone and be (more or less) in the same time zone.

School is kicking my butt, but it is exactly what I want to do. I know research is not my passion. I'd like to do projects to supplement my work as a clinician, but my heart is in working directly with patients. Three years of this...then I've got all my options open! And in the meantime, surfing with my new boards, enjoying summer-like weather in late october, gym & yoga dates with people from my class...and anything else that is free!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Juni

My friend Allen (from Sac) came to visit for a few days, which was amazing. It was the first mixture of my "American Life" and "German Life" that had nothing to do with each other. I'm so glad some of my friends here got to meet him/he them!

Now I'm getting ready to go to a friend's birthday party, where we are going to camp. I'm really excited!

My social life is going just fine these days, and I feel really happy. Work on the other hand...oh goodness, I think I have already mentally checked out. I'm ready for "summer break" until I go back to California.

:)

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

German Weather

For my future reference: I am NOT a fan of the weather here. It rains. And rains. And rains. In summer. And I won't even start about winter...

Sunday, June 07, 2009

The Update

I'm sitting back at work after a 3 day trip to Malta with my oma (grandma), which was wonderful. Swimming in the ocean and through the waves was so refreshing, and I am looking forward to having that opportunity more often. I'm at work with not a whole lot to do. (*I bet now that I've written that my phone will ring any minute.* ) As everything in Germany, processes are complicated. In this case, it is the process of how I can obtain more subjects/patients for my project. I am not allowed to find them through the internet, nor may I hang up posters. I've tested pretty much everybody I know here already, so now I am playing the waiting game to see if my adviser can find me some more subjects.

(*After waiting the whole morning, the phone did end up ringing.) It's been pretty busy since my oma got here. Two weeks ago was the big wedding (my cousins), then she was a week in wuerzburg, before we went to Malta. I'll be back in the States in 2 months from now! I'm really looking forward to starting up my new program and getting to spend time with family and friends again. I'm so excited to finally be coming back to California, not just for a brief visit, as is usually the case.

I'll write more later, but here are at least pictures from the last few months.

Urlaub auf Malta!

Starbucks in Frankfurt!










Our hotel room


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Exploring the capital city of Valletta












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amazing seafood


in a British church: Malta used to be a British colony and played an important role in WWII
















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Beach Day at Golden Bay. The water is soooo blue and warm enough for swimming.
























near our hotel


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our hotel


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Matthias & Kathrin Wedding

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some last minute dancing lessons: the disco fox and waltz, I think. Take dance lessons way in advance if you attend a German wedding.






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my uncle and cousin hiding to surprise Matthias and Kathrin






























































Polterabend--we got to break dishes and the pair had to clean it up for good luck





















Saturday, June 06, 2009

Oma in Germany

Some schnapps on the first day:












out for a walk








At a festival in Bad Neustadt








In Wuerzburg















Matthias and Oma made it to the top




Beer Garden above the city


The river at night, with the Festung lit up in the background


Matthias and Mayu baked some cakes


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Out for some Franken Wine


Out in the country for dinner


The Frankenwarte: the tallest point in a 60 km radius




oma jumping the fence to get in


made it to the top!


the view

Spring Happenings

The Residenzlauf in April:












First Grill Party on the river:








Day in Frankfurt with Inga:
They were having the National Monopoly Championship at the train station. haha




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Work:




Kathrin's Bachelorette Party:














Cooking




Spring Break in Belgium

Road Trip


Shopping with Anja in Brussels


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Brussels














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The beach on the border with Holland




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Sunday, March 29, 2009

komm Frühling...komm!

Due to popular demand, here’s an update. ;)

Let’s see…what’s happened since the 9th of February?
-Vacation to Ireland
-Trip to Berlin for a Fulbright Conference
-Basketball season came to an end
-A new project advisor at work
-Spontaneous move to a new apartment
-Sent a letter confirming that I will attend Chapman in fall

Ok, a lot more has happened than this, but these are some of the highlights.

IRELAND was amazing! In September, Inga mentioned the possibility of going to Ireland to visit a friend of who is studying abroad there. Birgit (her friend) is studying there with her two children, ages 2.5 and 6. We had so much fun! She even let us use her car to get around. (Props to Inga for mastering the art of driving on the left side of the road. :) ) In a week and a half, we saw quite a bit. From playing soccer on the beach, hiking along the Cliffs of Moher, cruising along the Ring of Beara, kissing the Stone of Blarney, discovering Dublin, drinking in the Bishopstown Pub in Cork…there were lots of new experiences. The weather was also spring-like, which was wonderful. I felt like we were able to be so much more connected with nature, as it was still so cold…even snowing back home in Germany. (Weather is a very touchy topic with me at the moment. It snowed AGAIN earlier this week. I just want spring to get here already. The rumor is that it will get here Tuesday or Wednesday, but I’m not holding my breath.) Point about Ireland is, that it was beautiful and a much-needed break from my routine in Würzburg.

Then, about a week ago, I spent a week up in Berlin. Fulbright held a conference for all of the Fulbrighters here in Germany. They also invited people doing Fulbright all around Europe and German students who will be going to the States in the fall. I think there were over 600 participants. I definitely feel spoiled being a Fulbright. They put us up in this 4-Star hotel:
http://www.parkinn-berlin.de/

My room was on the 30th floor, with a view of the Fernsehturm and most of the major things to see in Berlin. My first reaction walking into the room (ok, second, after the view), however, was that the toilet and shower were not in a separate room. There was just a glass wall. And there was just one big bed. So I was a little curious how the roommate thing would work out. But it turned out, we all had our own rooms! Plus with buffet breakfasts and dinners and drinks, it was definitely a luxurious week. The meetings, panels, and workshops were held in various historical spots around the city.

The year 2009 is an important year for Berlin because it marks 20 years since the fall of the wall and 60 years since the reunification of Germany. Even though I do not remember the wall coming down, I am still able to connect it to my childhood. My uncle was in Germany at the time and brought pieces of the wall back home, so we have some at home. He also wrote our names on the wall, among the many others. It just so happened to be a portion of the wall that was photographed in an issue of Time Magazine. (I think I’ve got this right?) In elementary school, I think my mom once brought these to school for show and tell. Honestly, I had no idea what any of this meant. Unfortunately, I think it was not until I went to college to really deeply understand the meaning behind the wall and division of Germany. But as a kid, I knew I was “German” (which is quite different than how I identify here) and this somehow reflected part of the country my family came from. But back to Berlin…it was so much fun, talking to and meeting random new people and having adventures, like going up to the glass dome of the Reichstag (the parliament building, I believe) with new friends at night around 11. They even rented a club out the last night for us! It was a good time. :)

Basketball season came to an end…not a pretty one. We lost the very last game, which was crucial if we did not want to move down a league. There is still a chance we will not move down, but it was rough. On the bright side, eight friends of mine showed up to cheer us on. That was a HUGE surprise that all made it. Most of them play soccer and don’t quite understand basketball, but that’s exactly how I feel at their games. It made me feel so good to know I had people there to support me. Friends become your family when you are away from your home, whether they know it or not. The day before our last game was an away game. We had 7 girls against an undefeated team who pressed the WHOLE time. I don’t even want to talk about what the final score was. We tried to look at it in a positive note: it was like conditioning. Many of our girls are home for the semester break, and I’ve been gone the past couple of weeks. I will start back up again this week and continue practicing with the team until I leave, since the season doesn’t start up again until October. Maybe I can find something at or near Chapman??

Work…is moving at the quickest pace it has since I’ve been here! I have a new advisor who is very goal-oriented, which is something I need! I need small steps to work through, or else I will not accomplish anything. In the past week, he secured me my own room to run through my project, as carrying everything around is taking SO much time. Monday (tomorrow), I am hoping to get some subjects in.

I moved out of my old apartment, which had somehow become a nightmare. I was so incredibly unhappy there. Everything worked out so perfectly. I had looked at apartments awhile ago but then changed my mind because of some minor things. I had finally had it and decided I would search for something. If I found something, it was meant to me. If not, I would stick it out. It wouldn’t be forever. The following day I looked at an apartment, and the next day I had a phone call saying they would like me as their roommate. My room is about 3 times as big, I have the biggest bed of my life, can see the castle from my window, live on the same street as one of my closest friends here, have an outdoor track, soccer field, and basketball court outside my window, the swimming pool is on the corner, we have a kitchen (even with a sofa), and I could not be happier with my roommates. They are friendly, and I feel like we actually have things in common. And as it turns out, one of my roommates trains with the soccer club most of my friends play for, so they know each other! Würzburg is so small...everybody is connected. Although I guess that goes for the world, huh?

I kind of went into hibernation mode during winter. Basketball kept me active, but I prefer to be more active. I miss the luxury of 24 Hour Fitness or the campus gym. I jog a few times a week, which will hopefully be more as (when) the weather gets better. We had our time change today, so it will be nice to have the sun up longer. I’m hoping my schedule allows for the beginner’s crew class…rowing on the river. A friend and I want to try it out. Plus, I feel like I need to take advantage that I live a quarter of a mile from a river.

I am taking a written German proficiency test (equivalent of the TOEFL for the English language) one day this week, with an oral exam the following week. I did not study as much as I should have. I guess I will “cram” by doing practice tests the next few days. It is not something I have to have, but it would be nice to see where (and if) I place among the three levels.

The next semester starts in a few weeks, and I’ve got my schedule somewhat together. (For most courses, you don’t register, but rather go the first couple weeks and try out different courses, to decide what you want to take.) I found a German-English translation course offered from the English Studies department which sounds cool, Spanish, German grammar (maybe…it’s computer-based every other week, so it could be an easy couple of credits?), and 2 lectures from the medical department: sports medicine & orthopedics and rehabilitation & natural remedies. I’m always excited to start new courses…it’s refreshing in a way.

And…it’s almost Easter! The plan is to drive up to Brussels (Belgium) and spend Easter with my friend Anja and her family. I’ll see her tomorrow, so we can start to plan details, as it is coming up REALLY soon! As I’ve never been to France, we will also drive a day to Paris (1.5 hours from Brussels). I’m looking forward to seeing some new countries and having yet another adventure.

The weekend is coming to an end, and I have been working through lists of to-do’s the whole time. I am normally out with friends here, but I put myself on lockdown, since I have been out and about the past few weeks. I have made some really amazing friends, some of whom I have known 2 years now. The hardest part about going back to the States is going to be leaving the people in my life here and not knowing when I will be back. I feel so lucky that I’ve found friends who have my back here. This past week, I had a meeting with my former landlord, and one of my friends offered to go with. They watch out for me. But I am sure we will see each other again…and I’m sure they would be more than happy to visit me in California, of all places! I am excited to come back to California and be able to spend time with my family and friends there, and not to mention, enjoy the beautiful weather and coast. My goal was to live somewhere I can wear shorts and flip flops the whole year round, but somehow I am only getting further and further from that. Haha. Southern California will be getting back in that direction. I feel as if I have a double-life though. I was back in the States a year, before resuming my life here. Grad school is going to be a 3-year commitment, but despite loans and the economy, I know it is the next step. I think it may even be nice to live in one place for more than 10 months..? Every time I read my program’s description, it makes me excited to think about learning everything I will. Plus, with a doctorate degree, I believe I could instruct courses at a college, which would only open more doors. So that’s that. But I am really enjoying life here, and the fact that I am excited about my “next step” does not mean I don’t like it here. Too bad I can’t just be everywhere at
once, huh? ;)

That’s the end of my post. I know it's scattered, but I just started writing and kept going. I need to get back to my list. Here’s some pics from the past couple of months:

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FASCHING party

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The new APARTMENT
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Suse and Micha
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Berlin means I get to eat sushi. mm.
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These are all part of the Eastside Gallery...the longest stretch of the wall still standing
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I love this ad. Only in Germany. It says that old fruit belongs in the compost bin. :)
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Alexanderplatz, right outside the hotel lobby.
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The last night, in the disko Fulbright rented out.
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Back to Würzburg:
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Olivia, another Fulbrighter in München, came to visit on her way back home.
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The statues had a little photo shoot.
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So happy to be back and see my friends at home!
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Weekend in Münnerstadt, for my cousin's birthday
Bike tour one afternoon though some of the little towns
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Kathrin made him a piano cake.
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Monday, February 09, 2009

...und hallo Februar

I am sitting at work, waiting for a phone call to see if I have some patients to work with before the end of the day. Yes, I have FINALLY moved onto some hands on work. I have all of the equipment I need...am still testing some of it out, but it involves working with people. I am so happy to finally be into this phase.

So it's February. I have been here over 5 months. In total, I have lived here a year now. I feel completely at home here. There are things I miss about California (and Oregon), but when I was there, there were things I missed about Germany...about Würzburg.

The semester is finally over, which means focusing my time and energy to my project. It is still not moving quickly, but at least with each patient, I can see something quantitative that I have accomplished. It's something. My co-worker leaves in the next two weeks for Italy, but I leave on Friday with Inga for Ireland! So these next few days I hope to get a lot done.

Since I have been playing basketball here, we have had 4 games. We lost the first, but won the past 3. We won yesterday's game by two points! (Although I was frustrated with myself, as I had 4 free throws at the end...and only made one...at least the outcome was still in our favor, or else I would have felt really bad.) I am really happy to be playing again and have found a group of awesome girls to play with.

Inga and I fly to England on Friday! I am so excited for a vacation and to see something new. The flight is about as long as that between Sacramento and Portland. It is so crazy to think about how close everything here is, in comparison to the States.

Anyways, here are some more photos from January...random shopping trip in Nürnberg and ice skating. There will be lots more photos to come after the return from Ireland...

From January: Ice Skating, out and about..


From January: Ice Skating, out and about..


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From January: Ice Skating, out and about..


From January: Ice Skating, out and about..


From January: Ice Skating, out and about..


From January: Ice Skating, out and about..